Advice

I Did the whole apprenticeship thing paid my money paid my dues (cleaned, scrubbed,believe me i cleaned more than i did anything for a long time) i paid good money for this training and began learning and i did learn alot.... sterilizing isnt easy and thats reason enough why everyone needs to apprentice...to make a long story short i got to a point where i did a couple supervised tattoos and then the guy training me got a job offer somewhere in california and so i was screwed out of money i would never do a tattoo in the wrong conditions and now i just feel screwed because i i dont have the money to pay for another apprenticeship and dont know really what to do becuase i dont want to give up on tattooing it is not only a passion of mine but so much more to me i just dont know what to do the only shops that seem to give free aprenticships around here is the shity shops id be ashamed to learn from becuase they do work that looks like home scratchers i could deff show some pictures of my first tattoos whenever i can get them uploaded